Well?

Life goes on. Tonight is the second time. Maybe I can do it this time. Such a simple act, too. Not sexual, just sentimental. Just emotional. Just sensational.


And I couldn't do it.

But I think tonight I can. Because I'm better. Both emotionally and physically.

And if I don't, well, I don't really care.

I don't care about much these days. I'm more of a I-don't-give-a-shit kind of girl now. And I like it! I'm actually happy with things.

I'm happy with what has happened and what's going on. Because I can feel in my stomach that great things are coming for me. That I'm doing EXACTLY what I need to be doing. And I feel other things as well. I won't say what they are, but they make me smile.

Guess that's all I got for ya.