Chasing Silhouettes

I'm not giving up. I could never give up. But I need to let go. Maybe not forever, but for now. And then possibly forever. Because I need to grow. And you need to grow. You also need to come back. Everyone misses you. The bright, bubbly, outgoing you. The you that makes my heart beat twice the speed it should. The same you that makes my lips quiver in anticipation as you enter my personal space. The same you that sees the silver lining in everything.

God I miss you. And dear, I love you more than I thought possible to love someone.

Come back, Nikole. The real Nikole. Unless that part of you no longer exists..