I'm so sick of being everyone's advantage. Being an open mouth willing to speak, an open ear willing to listen, or open arms willing to help. I don't mind being the one to turn to once in a while but I really wish people would stop RELYING on me. Don't DEPEND on me to be there at every turn. Regardless of who you are. Friends or family.
I used to take pride in being that person to turn to. To be able to take care of so many people at once. But every time I did that, I lost myself. Like right now, I feel myself trying to slip into it's safe place. But it's not safe place at all. And it's not something I'm going to allow to happen. People, leave me be to be happy. Infact, just leave me be to be.
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